Happy Cursed-Day
With a birthday lingering around the corner like a persistent prostitute, I find myself riddled with the familiar annual pre-birthday apathy … Your birthday is nothing more than the day your mothers’ water broke and spent hours of agony to deliver you into what society calls ‘Life’… and for that we are supposed to be … Continue reading
Lifeless in Time and Space
Imagine time existing outside of a watch, or smartphone since that’s probably what almost everyone now uses for keeping time … so imagine time existing outside of any time keeping contraption, and it no longer has a ‘physical’ property that we can associate it with… it’s very difficult for me to imagine time in that … Continue reading
Lifeless With Self Awareness… Loser…
Self-awareness is a problem for an escapist, or it can pose to be a continuous obstacle causing occasional ripples of reality to seep through the intricate web of fantasy tightly woven… underneath it all? … I’d be lying if I claimed to know whether reality is on top and fantasy on bottom, for all I … Continue reading
Infinity… or Something Like That
“Astronomy compels the soul to look upwards and leads us to from this world to another”∼∼ Plato And what a world it is… The “World” as a description seems unfit to describe this infinite silence looming over my head, within reach for eyesight to touch, flirting with my mind a mystery to fuel the dullest … Continue reading
Confessions of a Lifeless Mind
I think of death on a daily basis… not in a suicidal wanting to die kind of way, just a healthy curiosity about it. I wonder about what would be the best way to take your life… or which methods are the most painful and least painful… what difference does pain play in death since … Continue reading
The Nonsensical Journal 