The Nonsensical Journal

The Revolutions Shall be Tweeted, Facebooked, and… wait I need a quick run to Starbucks

So what? Am I supposed to go on about writing for no reason whatsoever… what purpose does this accomplish, what matters if anyone reads this or not… Why am I writing, why do I post this drivel on a blog lost among the millions and millions of delusional bloggers with a sense of self importance in their words and pictures that will change worlds and mankind… I could say “Humanity” but that would rob us from the arrogance of superiority based on gender… It’s Mankind because it’s a mans world; now get back in the kitchen Womankind…

Of course there are much more successful writers and blogs that report what is important to humanity… a blog dedicated to the name of Kanye and Kims newborns next diaper change, for example, is what we are interested in… When I say ‘we’ I exclude myself from this all… it’s not that I am any better than the masses who gave importance to such drivel; it’s not that I am better than all of  humanity and ‘mankind‘ that I have come to loathe…

I’m quite simply a self loathing human being… I evolved you see, I used to be a self loathing individual, overtime I realized I loathe our entire species, and often I wish I belonged to another species that swings from trees, or spread wings across infinite skies…

Instead I am stuck here being an idiot among idiots; I’m no better, in fact I admit to my hypocrisy, because my human nature is disgusting… I eat half a gourmet steak at a fancy restaurant and converse about those who starve with no food, no help… and I ride home to my comfortable shelter, and as I sit in front of the Television my hypocrisy increases a thousand fold…

With a tub of my favorite ice cream, fiddling with my iPhone and watching the disasters, famine, disease, terrorism, failing countries and economies… Wars and invasions, transgression of rights, suppressed freedoms, genocides, pestilence… and in typical cynical melancholy I ask “why isn’t anyone doing anything?”… and I switch on my Apple TV to watch the latest episode of my favorite show…

No one is doing anything… we are all seated on that couch asking the same question, when none of us wants to cross that barrier of denial and ask the real questions… Why am I not doing anything about this?

So we look at our leaders, our governments and stand in awe towards their blatant disregard to our lives, to the obvious lies of our well-being… And we ask why do they do what they do? Where are the morals, the sense of doing whats right?

Our delusions have evolved to believe that the elected government is an omnipotent entity that is separate from us all; a divine and holy blessing – or a hellish curse -… but they’re not, the government is from the people, it’s from us, and we the people are selfish, corrupt and unjust to each other… We the people are quite simply selfish self centered absorbed shits…

All that happened was that one of us became a leader, and why should we expect a change of behavior when we ourselves cannot change…

Revolutions after revolutions, to replace the previous dictator of the people, by another dictator by the same people…

But can we dream? Can we dream of a revolution of thought, of moral righteousness, of common decency and respect to our personal rights and beliefs?… but every time a dream of such revolutions ends up romancing a bullet or embracing a crucifix…

History is older than us all, our sole testament and witness, and it witnessed the malice in our hearts grow, and it watched the evil grow; even us the hypocrites are deemed evil for watching and taking no action…

I write because I am fed up, and a sense of apathy has washed over me… what happens in this life is irrelevant…

An insignificant planet suspended in orbit around a magnificent raging star held captive within a spellbound masterpiece of enigmatic perpetuity no words could ever describe, no picture could ever capture the phenomenal bewilderment… it’s a shame we choose to spend it this way…

And I’m spending it alongside you; like I said, I am a hypocrite just like you and you and him and her; I type this article on a retina display Mac Book Pro which I really don’t need, listening to music played from my custom built desktop, because I have “disposable income” and occasionally fiddling with my iPhone, iPad4 and the iPad mini… But why isn’t anyone doing anything about all those starving people?

And when I see you next time as we sip a coffee frappuccino from Starbucks on a nice sunny day contemplating what we should have for lunch because the options are overwhelming, we shall discuss how so many people are dying for about half hour before I start playing a game on my iPhone….

I’m  a hypocrite, and it’s time we own up to it… There is nothing wrong with the world, there are no unjust Governments; Everything is wrong with us… Everything is wrong within the very soul of  ‘Mankind’…