Happy Cursed-Day

With a birthday lingering around the corner like a persistent prostitute, I find myself riddled with the familiar annual pre-birthday apathy … Your birthday is nothing more than the day your mothers’ water broke and spent hours of agony to deliver you into what society calls ‘Life’… and for that we are supposed to be … Continue reading

Lifeless in Time and Space

Imagine time existing outside of a watch, or smartphone since that’s probably what almost everyone now uses for keeping time … so imagine time existing outside of any time keeping contraption, and it no longer has a ‘physical’ property that we can associate it with… it’s very difficult for me to imagine time in that … Continue reading

Lifeless Superiority

I walk around with a fake sense of smug superiority to those around me, fueling it further with the knowledge that, as aforementioned, it is… Fake. Think the movie ‘inception’ for a demented internal monologue that accompanies a silent slightly disturbed individuals deluded fantasy within fantasy… You follow? You shouldn’t follow, following makes you a … Continue reading

Lifeless With Self Awareness… Loser…

Self-awareness is a problem for an escapist, or it can pose to be a continuous obstacle causing occasional ripples of reality to seep through the intricate web of fantasy tightly woven… underneath it all? … I’d be lying if I claimed to know whether reality is on top and fantasy on bottom, for all I … Continue reading

Lifeless With Resignation

This is a real resignation letter I had submitted back in 2005 (I did not receive a recommendation letter)   Attention: Human Resources   Dear Brian,   I, Lifeless, hereby submit my resignation as of 18th of February 2005. As per my contract stated both parties may terminate employment effective immediately without prior notice. However, … Continue reading