Lifeless With Self Awareness… Loser…

Self-awareness is a problem for an escapist, or it can pose to be a continuous obstacle causing occasional ripples of reality to seep through the intricate web of fantasy tightly woven… underneath it all? … I’d be lying if I claimed to know whether reality is on top and fantasy on bottom, for all I … Continue reading

Lifeless With Resignation

This is a real resignation letter I had submitted back in 2005 (I did not receive a recommendation letter)   Attention: Human Resources   Dear Brian,   I, Lifeless, hereby submit my resignation as of 18th of February 2005. As per my contract stated both parties may terminate employment effective immediately without prior notice. However, … Continue reading

Lifeless With My Hypocrisy

So what? Am I supposed to go on about writing for no reason whatsoever… what purpose does this accomplish, what matters if anyone reads this or not… Why am I writing, why do I post this drivel on a blog lost among the millions and millions of delusional bloggers with a sense of self importance in … Continue reading

Lifeless With Alter Egos

Being a social cynic is becoming increasingly difficult… let me clarify that a little more, being a cynic and being able to maintain a social life often do not complement each other. The problem it seems is that not many people are receptive to cynicism (or humor associated with cynicism) as it directly opposes their … Continue reading

Politic-less

But you see I grow tired and weary, and each passing day bestows a little more of emo dust that clouds my vision and covers my wrists… which was pretty much case and point in that starting statement… the problem however remains and my depression grows… Bear with me this isn’t a suicide note, and if it … Continue reading